mawWhat They Don’t Talk About When They Talk About The Youngest Daughtersi can love myself / please hug me and tell me it’s going to be okay / i know how to do it / i don’t / i am so little and there are so many…2 min read·Mar 20, 2023--1--1
mawChampagne problemsI’ve been laying on the bed of lies lately, but if you let me play the honesty card this once, I am feeling weak. Please break my bones in…2 min read·Feb 19, 2023--5--5
mawYou didn’t love me in a way that I understandinspired by na hee-do and baek yi-jin from twenty five twenty one (2022) dir. jung ji-hyun3 min read·Jan 11, 2023----
mawI like cutting my hair (this is me postponing death)[i crave for liberation] i like cutting my hair. it hurts and it’s strange at first, but i will grow. i can’t die any longer. it feels nice…2 min read·Jan 11, 2023----
mawOn boiling your own tearsI have been putting my own life on the line lately by blaming it over and over again for not being as tough and brave and reckless as how…2 min read·Nov 16, 2022--1--1
maw“I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace.”I find myself feeling uneasy each time they tell me I walk around with the word love carved on my forehead. I find my chest beating heavy…2 min read·Nov 16, 2022--2--2
mawMother,I wonder what life was like before 1968. It must suck as hell since your smile wasn’t in it. I wonder how my father went through his days…3 min read·Jun 30, 2022--3--3
mawYour eyes are pots and the color blue overflows from themAt first, I knew blue just as another word they had been alternating for grief. Pretty much nothing but misery, yet I see them in you.2 min read·Jun 25, 2022--2--2
mawWe are homeYou belong here. Where the doors are stacked with these ceiling-high windows, the sunflowers are arranged in a blue-colored vase, and the…2 min read·Jun 25, 2022--1--1
mawAku sudah lama tidak menyentuh cintaAku sudah lama tidak menyentuh cinta. Aku mulai lupa lekuk sudut dan sisinya. Yang aku tahu, cinta terbaik pertama adalah milik Ibu, lalu…1 min read·May 25, 2022--2--2